wedding lage

location; taman melati

wedding laa yokk

yuhuuu mmm firstly i want to say soory coz yew laa jarangg da postt kan kan , but now i da oke coz my hair da back to normall then then bertambah vogue gituu, hehehe, okeoeko, act, ari sabtu lepas i pegy touch up rambot laa, gila nak dekat wedding takkan nak rambot warnee krat cmtue ,euwww pleasee i neva want it, then then pagi tuh i daa pegy ngun my lil sis, hahah gilaa beshh dapt rambot warne lawa gile , hahahah then then lame jugak la nak waiting fer touch up blik kan kan , after bwat tuh, tross g jalan jalan ngun maksuu, act bukan maksu kiteorang lage, diaa da divorce da ngun my uncle, so we cm close la, so forget bout the status, hangout ngun diaa, wahh besh gilaa, makan NANDOS tuh kawn kawn , hahah gila hott laa, jaln jaln jj dia blanje plakk mcm 2 kat kiteorang, ape lage, anyway thanks maksuu, oppss from now on unty zaza la darling, hahahah ;) i plaak asek beli barang fer wedding tomorrow je,haahah gile voguee do, end of this day

then todayy the wedding,

after wakeup from sleep, i bgun tross mandyy , shave pe yang patot, hahahha gile sengal do, bersiapp pakai kebaya segala makeupp pakai contact lense, blalalalalalla, my dad tegoo asal kain i singkat sangat? well as usual i ckp laa, laa pario la abahh , takkan nak paaki labuh2 plak , betol ta , hahaha pastu pastu pegyy wedding , turun dari kereta je my aunt lijaah da terkejut tgok asal i vogue sangat, then then masuk khemahhh je, tross sume mate tertumpu kat i , yang i pelik gila dorang bole ingat i nih artiss, bweekks, gila ta besh, hahaha malu siott, yang weirdd ade orgg nak amek pix dengan i , wahh ini sudaaa lebeyh , myaa paling ta beshh sekalii parioo i tercabut but not in the crowd, naseb bekk pakai tite kat dalam hahaha if taa, mawu orgg nmpak humpp bikin guee malu bbe, hahahhaha then then everbody at there cm terkejut laa i cm daa berubaah gila, pastuu chef wan palk datang kowt, haha lage laa segann darlingg weyhh , amek pix dengan diaa, diaa peluk2 i kowt hahah sume org cm bersorak jee, malu gila, but well i lage laa bwat muke ta malu, hahahah then then i blik cepatt, dengan my cuzz, malam tuhh datang blik kowt, hahah blik pown coz cam panas sangat penin gila oww, wahhh ta blah laa, hahahaha happy sangat coz wedding tuh da settle kan kan , hehehe hopee u guyss happy la kayhhh,

omgg hair buruk

biarkan aku mengundur diri

act, hanye dia yang akn memahami segala2 nye, i mals nak compete2 nieh, biarlaa i mengundurkan diri , biarla perasaan ini berkubur begitu saja, seriuslyy, i syang dia, but cmmon mya u never got it oke , so just leave it!!!

jiwa yang kecundang;

mya

KLCC

WAH WAH,
klcc, uhhh, gilaa i pegy jugak sane, hahahha, i jnji dengan dia pukul 11 la kan nak pegyy, but but kepale i pening gila kowt, so i mcm msg then ckp ta nak pegy laa mals laa, hahahah padan muke, ta baek taw i bwat cmniehhh, so i tdoe tdoe, then pukul 1.45 p.m baru la i bgun , then msg dia ckp nak pegy, so i siap siap betolak pukul 3, then pegy makn , pastu tgok wayang as usual , dia teman i shopping, wahhh penat kaki berjalan coz pakai wedges gila tinggi , sengal kannn, then then singgah ampang park jub , coz semate nak beli selipar 10 hengget tuh , haahah, skit kaki wooii, hhaha time kat klcc usha la espirit, roxy, oreef, ya allh design bapak biase tpi kann hargaaa nakk cabut bulu pown gerenti ta bole beli pnye, hahahahah act, i nak beli flatwedges juicy couture then tuh yang tgahh save duet nih , hahahahah

ohyaa, oke laa , nak nak wishh bfdayy insan yang i sayng, hafiz, dia bole lupe bfday diaa besookk, kuang asam pnyee orangg, ta pe ta pe, soory sygg, i ta dapat nak bge present or celebrate, ily oke,

heyh sume, bile tgokk video nihh , i selalu ngess same, maybe bcoz i nihh anak yangg sangat ta ingat kat my mom , hmm, yew laa sedangkan ank laki yang mcm akim pown bole nges, siaap nyanyi lage tuh kat mak dia, huwaa, nak ngesss... coz da dua malm ta makn coz my mom ta tego pownn i , omg, gila sdeyh kowtt, ta pe ta pe , arinih da oke laa, i tawu diaa sangat la terase ngun i , coz lately ni asek bertekak je ngun diaa, hmmm nak bwat cmne mak , akk ta sedar pown kadang2 akk terlalu emosional sampai ta ingat sape mak sebenarnye , mak akk minta ampun if bwat mak menangis, skit aty ,selama 20 tahun idop ngun mak, akk ta tawu mak mesty beban nak jage kiteorgg, siaan kat mak , mak mak , cmne la akk nak bals jase emak, emak laa yang sangat undestanding, ape lge ape ape yang akk nak , sume mak yang belikan , siapa yang akk suka sume akk bgetahu kat mak, minta pendapat mak, mak mak , sighhhhh, hmmmm

what a boringg dayyy;(

boringg gilaaa,

huwaaaaa;(

miss him badly;(

quarrel with my mom

mak and abah

akak and mak

gilaa after berjalan

fyi, tadi i peggyy tempaah bju kat tailor taw taw.. hmm i geramm gilaa ngun my mom kowt, bila bilaa dia lambat je , 100% dia salah kan i , omg, gilaa i fer sure la backingg, yew laa dia mesty bwt cite ta betol ,ckp i makeup lame la ,ape laa, i lawaan laa blikkk, naak backup diri sendiri kan kan, kadang2 i gelakk sendiri taw, i selalu gadoo mulut ngun my mom, but kiteorang sangat close, diaa je laa yangg paham perasaan anak anak diaa taw , thankss mom, uhhh kad mother day pown ta bge lage, dia selalu ckp yang kiteorg ta ingat, padahal da ade , just malu je nak bge je, hahaha, pelik kan hahaha, kami mmg pemalu, btw continue blik cite tadi , hahaha, then then pegy depositt cheque kat bannk jub , cheque ade 4 then my mom 2 i pown 2 baru laa cepat skit kan, hahah, then then kiteorg pegyy teh ana, nak tempah baju kurung fer raye, korang mesty gelakkan aku kan kan , coz awal gilaa tempaahh yew laa, gila vogue nak raye niehh ta sbar nak raye dengan orgg tersayang, b b , and newayy, how much laa my mom spent, diaa tempah baju da 3 then i plak 2, almost 800 laa kiteorang spent kat stuhh, wtf, then then blik umaah tunggu taxii, sempat lage hafiz call, omgoshh , rinduu dia gila, wtff, feelingg ape kahh inii, controll myaa if diaa bace nih fer sure idongg kembang gila, noww i nguhh otp ngun diaa nihhh, hahha, gembira rase dihatii apabilaa bercakap ddengan sidiaa, wahh blushingg gilaa kowt !!! buncett sidiaa...jngan maraa eaa, then then afta daa ukurr bdaan i segalaa, i powwn cam oke daa, pastu blikkk umaahhh, tunggu adikk i siaap nak pegy tusyeen then jirann i anta adik and anak dia apegy tusyeen , kebtulaan plaak tempat tuh dekat ngun giant, i ngun mumy i powwwnn, pegyy laa tumpang sekaki , tujuaan i nak pegyy giant sekadar nak baayar bil maxiss jew, hahahaha gilaa bnyak pkaaiii, mama membebel , da laa bayar gunee duett diaa, abess laa, ta pe untukk mama i ganti untuk pegyy haji nnti eaa makk, sygg makkk;) mwahhh mwahhh, then then jalan jalan mama i cari bju ntuuk kenduri cuzin i la, i mmg berkenan laa kat bju nihh, butt cube cube da okee tetek plaak ta muatt, aduhia da besaa da, huwaaa, sygg tlgg kecikk kan bpaak lucah kowttt, hahahha abaikaan, ta pe ta pe, hahhaa, len kali cari lage la kowt, hahahha, then i lepak ngun mumy i kat foodcourt, minum air da nak dekatt bpe gelass, hahhahahaa kenyangg minum airr je sygg oii, hahahhaha, theenn pit(name manje diaa) call i , i ngun mama i dajal hahhahaha kiteorangg bwat loudspeaker taw tadi, ahahaha, tpi sekejub, mama sportingg yahahhhhhh, blik blik blik , mama i pegyy beli langsir plaak kowt, hahahahahah, untuk raye nihh, semangat gilaa i nihhh, hahahhahahahaha.suda suda suda laa tuhhh, hahahahhahahaa, kayh kayh nguh otp ngun orgg tersayangg, daaaaaa

FAV Song

Hafiz juara AF musim ketujuh

KUALA LUMPUR: Hafiz dari Sarawak dinobat sebagai juara Akademi Fantasia Ketujuh (AF7) menewaskan empat pencabar lain pada konsert final di Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil, malam ini.

Tempat kedua, Aril yang dipilih semula memasuki konsert terakhir manakala ketiga Akim.

Tempat keempat pula jatuh kepada Yazid manakala satu-satunya finalis wanita, Isma di tempat kelima.

petikan from berita harian 17/05

hehehe, omgoshh da agak da hafiz fer sure menang, i knoe i knoe, and alhamdullilah akim and aril dapt top 3 jugak akhirnye, wahh suke gilaa, akim jgan nges kayhh, u make a better move la kowt, i sukee gilaa kat u ,u jngan risau eaa, hahahahaha i support u laa syg, cewahhhhh

HURT

3/05 TILL 15/05

Bbe,
really mcm sdey gila laa,act, like both salah

but dalam hal niehh i think this boy yangg salah coz dia yang sangt excited, mase dia minta couple ngun me, pnye la excited, sedangkan i mcm rase serba salah ade 3 boys lage yang mintak at the same time, so i choose him, but ta sangke dia bwat i cmnie, tuh laa the conclusion, i mals lge nak trust love.. wait fer da new soul but tuh laa lama lage kowt, enjoy dlu idop single la bbe;)

yahh that rite mya fight fer your studyy, cewahhh, okoeoekoe back to the story, that boy dia seorang yang baek , dia ckp direct kat i , so i pown bole accept, but sdeyh laa, fer sure boy yangg reject dlu gelakkan i, wahhahha mya sangat funny couple kejub sangat, but hello...i dont think so like that, hahhahaa

back to basic la syg, mya going wild la kowt hahahahhaa wait haa flirtingg is my favv;)

sincerely;mya

akim or hafiz AF7

omgoshh, takowt gilaa da nak dekat final da dorangg nieh eaa, hahaha i nieeh nak kate fanatic af ta laa, but follow up jugak la kan, senang cite dari af1 sampai laa af7 niehh, sume masuk final laa, yang i minat je la kann kan, hahah, this season minat gila kat akim but but, time konsert ke4 fall in love plak kat hafiz, hahahha, cinta tiga segi la kwot hahahha , ta bole blahh, so vote la untuk dorang, atleast untuk top 3 pownn ta pe laa, dorang deserve kowt!! yaw . pasti berjaya di akademi
FANTASIA, VOTE 4 THEEMMMMM

the LESBO one

The SOULFRIENDS
<3 Mary Lee

ehem ehem, act fer da first time i kenal dia thru APEK la kan2 syg, dia add kite thenn mule laa gosip, teman paling sporting sekali laa, nie blom jumpe neh, if daa jumpe mau gegar perot terkekeh gelak2 meyhh, funnny person , bnyak ckpp mcm itik;) sooryy sygg, it true, hahahaha anyway sayng kaw , u mmg hebat, soul friends cewahh

the LOVE once

THE SAYANGNESS

<3 Alwi Syakir

i love you sayang

3.05.09/2.00 a.m

blow me a kiss

by git fresh

It's like this (this) it's like that (that)
I got dough (dough) i got stacks (stacks)
I can't buy anything that i need (need)
But i gotta have u 4 free
I ain't neva paid 4 it in my life (my life)
So why the hell would i pay 4 a wife (wife)
I need luv (luv) yes i do (do)
But this is wat i need from u

Ooh a brother need luv and affection
A brother need tlc
And i talkin bout chilli (chilli)
But i'll take chilli if she want it
Ooh a brother need cookin and cleanin
And when she say she luv me she mean it
Her insides pretty (pretty)
Hey hey hey

And if that's u (u)
Blow me a kiss (kiss) 2 let me know (know)
If u feelin me u can do better (hey)
Than that scrub that u with (than scrub that u with)
Baby all that u gotta do (gotta do) is blow me a kiss
Hey hey
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da-da da-da da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
Da-da-da da-da da-da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
Find more lyrics at www.kovideo.net

I'm bout this (this)
I'm bout that (that)
I had hoes (hoes)
(i spent stacks) stacks
I've had everything in my life (my life)
But i'm a have u tonight
Yeah i'm a have u... u...
I need luv (luv) yes indeed (deed)
But this is wat u get from me (from me)

Ooh i'm a give u luv and direction
U can be my? i ain't talkin bout thriller (thriller)
But i could be your thriller if u want it
Ooh i don't need no cookin and cleanin
We can get a maid if we need it
Cause i'm on my brizz-ed (brizz-ed)
Hey hey hey

And if that's u (u)
Blow me a kiss (kiss) 2 let me know (know)
That u diggin me (diggin me) u can do better (hey)
Than that scrub that u're with (than scrub that u're with)
Baby all that u gotta do (gotta do) is blow me a kiss
Hey hey
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da-da da-da da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss
Da-da-da da-da da-da-da da-da
Da-da-da da-da da-da
Blow me a kiss

you , capture this ;)

i miss you badly

he capture this;)

you ;

never say goodbye to me 

just go and blow me like that

i miss you, 

i miss you when we r texting

i miss your voice

your face when i 3g with you

everything about you is about what im thinking

god, please, please help me

avoid this feeling please

very badd moody

mya

please mya

setiap yang hidup takkan pasti terlepas dari segala halangan dan dugaan dariNya

yangg tabah; 

mya

be strong mya

dikala aku mengharapkan sesuatu yang indah 

pasti ianya tidak akan tercapai

kebahagiaan tidak akan tercapai jika hanya satu cinta sahaja yang aktif 

yang pasti;

mya

may i stay or away?

MYA SAID:

For the past 2 years i was dating a loser.

The First 6 months were heaven! after that things slowly deteriorated, in the 2nd year i knew i had to get out of this relationship.

I lost touch with my family and friends one by one who decided they hated him. He continually cut me down, got fired from all of his jobs. drugs and drinking. loser friends who all cheat on their wives/girlfriends. His car broke down. i was his cheauffer. how did it get so bad? :(

I really love him but want a bright future for myself. We broke up and made up COUNTLESS times but i need to stay strong and stay away.

I left him last week and i keep having dreams about going back to him.

Its SO HARD to adjust to being single. How can i get past this???

HE SAID; 

all i have to say to this is, well a lot

love is harsh and even though you think your in love with someone like that, your not... a realationship is defined as "two people who love each other dearly" at least thats my definition if he really loved you, then he wouldnt have been extreamly abusive like that, and he wouldnt have hurt himself like that me, im only 19, but ive had no going out to date realathionships yet and never did till recently, never even had a first kiss, but that doesnt matter to me im looking for an emotional realationship, someone that i can open up to, and if they cant do the same, then thats not what im looking for

signs of a bad realationship

Controlling

Jelious

Cheating

self abuse

no opening up

Anger

name calling

suspiciousness

and anything else you can consider on his end

Signs of a bad realthionship on your end

Attatchment even though he has repeadityly abused you

even if he cheats 1nc and does it again, and you take him back more than once, your fault

no communication

no trust

no faith

attatchment

jeliousy

yourself cheating on him

sorry but i have to say this, any person i thier right mind if they truely loved you, would not cheat on you in the first place, they would trust you, love, you make you feel like being yourself, comfort you when your down, never call you names, always open up fully, and communicate to the best of their ability

first signs to break it off

The first cheat within 2 years

Suspecs you of cheating on him when your not

Controlling, not letting you go out with friends on your own time

Calling every five minutes like a little boy who lost thier toy and wont let it go

constant name calling

apoligizing but yet does the same thing over and over

me again i dont really know because im still searching and waiting, i generally do care about people enough to hit them with a blunt reality to try to make them realize how bad it is or isnt, and im very open, and i dont treat other people like crap, if its none of my buisness ill stay out of it unless that person is CALLING for help, im not violent and pretty much im an all around nice guy, but the reality of the fact is

you need to grow up and realize that he wasnt right for you in the first place, im sorry its harsh but its cold hard fact i saw my mother go through abuse like that for 18 years, and she finnally just realized it too late, its better to catch something like that in the first 1-2 months than it is in the later 1-2 years for the fact that the longer you spend with them, the longer you delude yourself to believing "i love him" and its not that you love him, its that you care for him enough to give him another chance, but hony there are only so many you can give before you have to realize that, he's never going to change, thus i say stuff like

If they cheat once, theyll do it again

If they call you names, they wont stop

If they arnt open, try to make them open up and if they dont, dont bother, because it will never be good

if they are controlling, have fun trying to have a life

if they dont trust you, have fun with that one

if they are all around abusive, immature, or desperate, dont even go for that or else you will regret it and if you have read this and you do it anyways, no harm intended but told ya so, most guys are horn dogs and its really hard to find a nice guy

Ways to get over something like this after youve been with him for a while

None, youll never get over it, youll slightly cheer up but youll always remember it because it was a huge chunk of your life. just be happy it didnt take marriage 18 years and an attempt to kill your children for you to realize how bad it really was.

PS: I do feel for you because ive only been hurt once, and it felt pretty bad im in love with this girl that ive known for my whole life, and she knows it, but she doesnt want to take the chance to get to know me more, and i see her dating a new guy every two to three months, granted she is 17 but i figure either she'll come around, or she will just continue till its too late, and in that case ill still be there for her and my feelings will never change but hey id rather stay alone the rest of my life, making sure she is ok, then just leaving her alone, to be hurt badly by several bad realationships.

meet fasya

today

meet fasya

sayang i rasa bersalah sangat sekarang nieh

sangat2 kowt

hanya kite berdua yang tahu

hahaha, shhhhhh

tempat pertama kali berjumpa

burger king lage

gara-gara faqeem nie ha

lapar la

nak breakfes kat stu

mule2 malu tpi i yang pling bnyak ckp

talk2 like chicken

then

bersantai kat foodcourt

orang ramai mcm sardin

ahhh, peduli apa asalkan dapat duduk

then duduk2 datang la kawn c faqeem

nak buat ape orang kate alahai tick2 segala

wayang

inkheart weyh

dorang nie beli tiket ta bgetahu i

tawu2 je fasya suro masuk wayang

seat depan2

sakit kepala i weyh

cite tuh sangat laa suspen

sampai i nie da terkejut segala

korang gelakkan ea.

siap korang;)

habis movie

drama penipuan berlaku

i nak berduaan ngun fasya

then kiteorg g makan berdua

oiceyh, time tuh la melantak segala

the end;)

meet the syrl

meet syahril for the first time

nervous sangat

tpi ape nak bwat

teroskan apa yang da ada kat depan

then meet la dia 

omg, omggg. handsome la dia

fall in love

tgok wayang

romantic sangat

jalan-jalan

ta biasa nak pegang tangan i 

i tarik je tangan dia.

ta lepas weyh

pegy avenue k

then jalan-jlan

sayang nye i kat u

i lapar jum makan

then pegy brger king.

but sygg

kiteorg ta declare pown

sedeyh kann.

tpi nak bwat cmne

ade jodoh ade la

ta da 

juz redha je

dia mintak i wait

its not a rejection

but give time to him to think about that

but, i da tahu da

i was rejected;(

perjalanan yang sangat panjang

fuhh, totally leteyh la rite now. act i mmg tired gila babi. uh. thanxs maksu and kak paie. coz teman i pegy shoppin tadi.. guyss cari tudung kat jalan tar, wahhh semua orang pandang pelik je kan kat kite, coz tahlaa mcm mak datin cari tudung kan. hahahahaha penat weyhh, da la panas gila. uhh, nthewn masuk sogo, cari baju, ahhh clearance amek kaw baju pdi satu i amek. cewahhhh, murahh bbe. thenn abes kat stuh je da bpe jamm, sampaikan nak saving duet share food ngun kak paie taw, hahahaha, gilaa siottt. save, save nnti nak date plak ngun org tersayang. hahahaha.. then kiteorang g bb plak, hahahaha, maksu drive as usual. hahaha sesampai pavy i call my syahril, ingatkan nak jumpe, tapi segan coz i dress like mak ayam sygg, sooryy taw.. then, tujuan nak pegy roxy. then close plak..ahhhh, gerammm..n kiteorang g usha2 kat espirit hahahaa.. usha beg tuh auwww. nak2 sygg, tpi tahlaa no money just shut up syg, heee 

masuk topshop usha bag plakk, mak aihh mahal gilaa weyhh, saving money pown ta cukup nak beli niehhh, geram bbe,  uhhhh .. bile la nak dapt neih.. tlgg laaaa. 

topshop handbag

jalan pnye jalan, i g singgah nose. then beli laa barang skit, hahaha kasut fer sure. wow merah bbe... hahaha, i main beli jee,coz asek pakai flip je kan. hahahaha. anyway da abes duet kat stu 50 bucks, then gerak plak forever21 hahahaa, gile kan i niehh, amek a baju f12, naseb bek la murahh, tapi cam gemok laa , makin gemok lage ade laa. hahahhahaa;)

tired face

close ur eyess, my bodyyy omggg gemok

cupcakes make me crazie

omgg, omgg, cupcakes..
firstly and foremost, i mmg suke sangat cupcakes, comel cute everythin laa, hahahaha.
and the best thing si dia pown suka jugak cupcakes, hahahaha, tpi nak ultraman jee, hahaha, cam bdak2 muke u pown da mcm ultraman da( opps, sorryy kang ta pasal2 kena mara ngun dye)
i nie suke berangan, berangan sumone special bge cupcakes kat i , uhhh, romanticc. meleleh airliur i nieh hhaaaaaa. berangan je tawu i nieh . hahahahah

syahril, i want this roxy bag, can u bought for me please sayang???

daydreaming

ninewest handbag

dkny watch

lv handbag

aigner handbag

ehem, ehem, do you want to know something.
i ask my mom about this things.

mya; mak, ohh mak, bile laa nak dapat semua nie?
mak: ta payh la nak berangan, keje pown ta da lage,
da berangan nak plak

hahaha, kelaka laaa. nmpak sangat aku nie materialistik kan, nak brang branded je hahahaa